looking nuts

...omg... the new ad came out 2day n gay chicago magazine... i look totally nutz n the photo... but every1 is telling me it's good, so i suppose i'll have 2 trust them... i went 4 coffee this am w/my producer, & we saw 2 of them posted @ treasure island, oy... the whole thing is a little unsettling, but i suppose i'd rather b there looking bananas than not b there @ all...

the iconoclast

"the iconoclast proves enough when he proves by his blasphemy that this or that idol is defectively convincing - that at least one visitor to the shrine is left full of doubts. The liberation of the human mind has been best furthered by gay fellows who heaved dead cats into sanctuaries and then went roistering down the highways of the world, proving to all men that doubt, after all, was safe - that the god in the sanctuary was a fraud. One horse-laugh is worth ten thousand syllogisms." - h.l. mencken, 1924

mister furley is dead

... suxxxx... i loved barney fife... he was such a huge goober nerd freak... my dad loves the andy griffith show... i loved barney and ralph furley and mr. chicken... i especially loved his work w/tim conway - the apple dumpling gang rides again, and the private eyes - the private eyes was the first & only time i can remember being n a theater when a film broke... omg how i adored this dweeb...

inexplicable headache

...woke up w/splitting headache, ugh, no idea y - no booze, no cigs, none of the usual culprits, finally getting back on normal sched - blogging again, & 2 bed @ reasonable time & up @ 8:30, but 2day slept till 9... dreamed about project J, how bizarre, need 2 catch up on evry1s blogs today, ian took pix of me yesterday 4 new ads, i'm nervous, need 2 get back to work on show now...

ladette to lady

...my new addiction... sort of holly golightly, sort of my own story from okla 2 chic 2 la 2 nyc 2 around world... yikes... i can't blieve i watched this show... bcause now i heart it, & i hate falling n heart w/ne more tv than charlie, ugh... watch this show if u can... thurs @ 9 on sundance channel...

on a clear day

...ahhh... 1st clear day since i've been moving... it's so pretty sometimes i sit & stare out the window & cry... oh i'm such a woman... estroboy... still moving books in... box office started selling tix this a.m., i've very excited... going out 2nite w/friends 2 celebrate...

not a morning hospital person

...ugh, i had breakfst (did u know breakfast has a cool root--n the morning when u eat, u 'break' the 'fast' of night, cool huh?)... breakfast in burbs, & stopped by hospital to visit son of a friend who had a stroke. i was so distracted i made a total fool of myself, it was so humiliating, i hadn't had coffee, & was half asleep, i left the house @ 8:30, & had been up all night reading, still packing books, movers come on 14th, have 2 check n w/probaofficer tues, ugh, @ least he's supercool, i hope he comes 2 the show, i was such an idiot this a.m., fck...& i ate macdonlds 2day, ick... it's almost 1 a.m. & i want 2 go 2 library... 2 bad....

kosher lunch with levey

...@ lunch w/ my producer, yes, i nibbled the toast, ugh, but i've been tres good w/low carbs & no sugar bcause i feel so much better w/o sug. my artist is finishing 1st ad/poster so i can turn it n 2morrow 2 gay chicago magazine, first ad will run n valentine's issue, & box office should b sellin tix monday. will make big narcissistic announcement as soon as tix on sale, got coolest fan mail 2day from mike b in d.c., wow, huge planet small world. i'm still @ friend's house... futon was n guest bdrm, did NOT have shag... not 'that' kind of friend. what 2 do w/the blogs, the show ads use aethlos.com/correction as the site, because i wanted 2 wait 2 build a new domain, but i don't necessarily know if i want every1 who sees ad 2 also b reading blogs, hmmmm... i want all blog readers 2 c show, but maybe not all showgoers 2 read blogs. must think long & hard bout how 2 reorganize this site...